Found my lost assessment file minutes after assuming I already had

The story

This happened literally like a minute ago, so I was completing an assessment due today at midnight and all of a sudden my laptop crashes. All I’m thinking is “did I save it? i think so! good good, then I can just open it after I restart my laptop”

Then when my laptop restarts, I can’t find the file anywhere, I’m scramming through every folder and it’s not anywhere. I’m confused, panicking but since I’m into loass my instinctive thoughts go “oh wow I’m so glad I found my assessment, I was panicking for no reason! that was so silly of me haha! I’m so happy I found it now I can finish where I left off and not have not restart” and just imagining the scene where I go “THERE IT IS!” In absolute relief.

After a few minutes of search it was in a random place on the Home Screen, I swear to god this was so confusing and such a relief at the same time.

Well, this just shows you guys manifestation isn’t a process you really do shift instantly the minute you assume the state.

I was feeling so shitty and desperate while affirming and I could just hear the negative thoughts creeping in like “oh you’re never going to find it, you’re going to have to re do it, what if you can even submit anything on time?” And I just decide not to acknowledge any of them and put my focus on being in the state of I found my file, regardless of if I believed it or not because the ego has no power over god.