Out of the classes I was forced to attend, and an ideal boyfriend

The story

Before I knew about the void state I was in a very bad place in my life. I’m the anon who had the high school graduation post. If you remember I was talking about the Bible classes and being forced to go there. It was quite literally “Impossible” for me to get out of those classes and I was very scared. I thought it would never be possible for me to ever get out of those classes. Then I found out about affirmations and since I was desperate I tried it out. At night while my mom was scrolling through TikTok’s next to me I kept affirming that I didn’t have to go to the classes anymore. It felt very weird like I couldn’t feel my body or like see anything or hear anything. I think it was because I was hearing my mom in the background so it made it “easier”. I then woke up in the morning and my family was like oh you’re not going anymore and I was flabbergasted. I asked them why and they were like your dad doesn’t want you going anymore and I started dancing in the bathroom. Then I realized what I did and decided I’d try and manifest more. I just wanted to try something out and see if it would work. So I tried manifesting a guy liking me. The guy didn’t know me at all like he had never even talked to me and it was impossible for him to even know my name. Like I wouldn’t say he didn’t know me but I was always overlooked and I’m pretty introverted so I just thought it wouldn’t happen. Then I heard through my cousin that he was going crazy looking for my socials. I don’t have any social media because I wasn’t allowed to. Then he slowly just tried coming up to me and talking to me. I was in shock because how was this possible. Like my dads also a very scary person no one talks to him much at school because they’re scared of him and he came up to me in front of my dad and he wasn’t scared at all and everyone else was scared. Then a couple days later he says he liked me a lot and thinks he’s in love with me and wants to marry me. I went home and was like very scared so I didn’t know what to do. Then the next day I told him I couldn’t be with him and he said he’d still love me and if I ever changed my mind he’d be waiting.

Then I decided why not manifest an ideal bf so I did. I had everything up to his appearance written down. I listened to subliminals and i kept seeing guys that looked like him mind you in my city and my area those guys are rare or extinct. Then i met this guy and he was just like I had written down his appearance and everything. His hobbies were the same and he was very cool. I decided I’d talk to him first and he was very nice and caring. It only lasted for a couple weeks because he was very possessive. Can’t blame him for that because I wrote that down. Like he’d be like where were you? Don’t talk to another guy!! Then we broke up and I realized that this reality was actually changeable and that I could do whatever. I found out about the void and realized my first experience was probably the void so then I wrote my list and now I’m going for the void again.

Oh and I’m not lying at all and I know it may sound unbelievable and you may think that it’s because I’m lucky or something but it’s not everyone and I mean everyone has this ability but you just have to believe in yourself. I’m one of the biggest doubters and even after that I become dumb and like in my last post I was like oh but what if it’s not real? IT IS REAL ! I KNOW YOU GUYS MIGHT DOUBT IT AND OVERTHINK BUT THAT’S JUST HOW WE ARE WE’RE HUMAN AND IT’S OK TO DOUBT! IT DOESN’T CHANGE THE FACT THAT IT’S REAL!

Like we were raised to think that we’re stuck to one life and that we can’t change anything and we’re “stuck” here. It’s not true at all and we switch realities in every action. Like there is a reality I hadn’t made this post and just went on with my day and there is another reality where I never even discovered the void or manifesting. LOOK we’re so lucky that we know about this like think about it. Your relatives, your friends, and other people don’t know about this but YOU do! Like it’s normal to doubt and you may not trust me but I’m genuinely being honest and truthful. I’m not lying and if you wish for proof it’s in your own head. If you can imagine it you can have it. You matter and everything will work out you just have to believe in yourself no matter the circumstances. If you can dream about your desires you can have them.

Look I know life can be very hard but you have your mind and your mind is very powerful. You’re infinite and we humans can’t fathom infinite so of course we’ll be doubtful. You don’t have to trust me or anyone else. You are your own person! You must fight your doubts don’t think “but what if it’s fake” instead think “and if it’s real”? You’ll either gain everything and live your dream life or you’ll just go on with your life like everyone else! Me personally I don’t want to be like the rest because how boring! You’ll just go to school then you’ll probably get married then have kids and die and everyone will forget because everyone else has a life kind of like that! but no that doesn’t have to be the case! Shifting is real guys!! People wouldn’t be tattooing things on their bodies that don’t give any meaning to them. Guys even think about the time we’re born in I’m so grateful we were born in this time because inside of it was before this time. We wouldn’t know about all of this! We literally live on a floating rock so be so for real! Anything is possible!

You deserve a better life! You deserve to be loved and appreciated! Think of your childhood self don’t you want the best for them and would you want to disappoint him or her? The poor little boy or girl they deserve the world and won’t you give it to them! You’ve went through a lot and you owe it to yourself give yourself a break! you deserve a life without feeling doomed. a life not spent hiding who you are. a life where you aren’t always looking to escape. A life where you’re comfortable and relaxed!

This was meant to find you!! So hold your head high and give yourself the life you deserve! P.S. sorry if you don’t understand my English!