Woke up to my desired life after five years on loablr

The story

Hello everyone (this will be a bit long lol), I know many of you want to see how I manifested my desires right away. I used to feel that way too when I read other people's success stories. But this was a much deeper and more personal journey. I've been on loablr for 5 years. For years, I constantly consumed information and tried many methods. I did meditations for 4 hours without moving to enter the void state. I said 10,000 affirmations in a day. I worked on my self-concept countless times. But I didn't get any results from any of it. Because while doing these things, while trying to think positively , I was creating more resistance. Saying 10,000 affirmations a day reminded me of the lack of things instead of reminding me that I already had them. I had been trying for so long and was so tired that I couldn't take it anymore. I was going through a long period of deep depression. I would spend hours on Tumblr thinking about why I couldn't achieve the void state. Later, I became interested in the law of non-dualism and the fact that we are pure consciousness, something I had always seen, known, but never paid attention to. It made sense to many things for me. At first, I had a lot of misinformation in my head, but after reading the works of 4dbarbie, Eckhart Tolle, and Lester Levenson, everything started to make sense. I really recommend them to everyone; all the books are available as PDFs online.

After that, I only did one thing: I distanced myself from my body and ego. I accepted that I was pure consciousness. I identified with my new self. Now, even when thinking to myself, I separated my true self from my physical body. I knew it wasn't me. I knew I have all of my desires. (If anyone is wondering, I had a long wish list prepared beforehand. It's in the notes section of my phone, but I didn't even look at it. my conscious mind already knew what I wanted.) I had completely integrated with my new identity, and even if I still experienced bad things in 3D, I reminded myself that it wasn't me. And I moved on. Some nights, I fell asleep dreaming (and know that they are my true identity )** but I didn't force myself to do it. I calmly let my dreams pass by in the flow. and finally, one morning, I woke up to the life I completely desired. My old grade average was 0 (I didn't attend the classes lol) and I appeared to have passed each one with the highest grades. I woke up in a brand new and beautiful house, and so many other things like that.)

Thank you to everyone who read this far. I want to help everyone who has experienced disappointment for a long time like me, and I want you to know how strong you are. a lots of love 🫶🫶