Entered the void after almost 5 years and woke up with my ideal life

The story

Manifesting from the void is real. It's actually real y'all!!.I woke uo with my ideal life today. It has only been a few hours and I'm still in shock so please ignore any grammatical errors and typos 🙃

Okay so last night I was sad af. I looked at my life and how long I've been trying to enter the void (been trying since the first void state post in 2021 🤧). I felt like such a loser. My favorite bloggers from that time moved on and stopped posting a long time ago. I've seen all the drama, scandals, and exposes that has happened over the years, I've seen my friends and manifesting buddies manifest their dream lives with or without the void and I'm still here. This last one hit me the hardest. I kept thinking if everyone else could do it then what's wrong with me? My friends probably got tired of giving me advice and telling me to keep going. I cried so much last night. If you looked at me you would have thought someone died. After I cried I fell asleep and had a dream. I can't really remember what it was about but I remember someone telling me not to give up over and over again. When I woke up I could still hear the voice telling me the same thing. I realized that I couldn't move bc I was in sleep paralysis so I took some deep breaths and calmed down. When I felt I was calm enough I began affirming I AM. That's the only affirmation I used. I like the world was slowly fading away then I got excited and I snapped back to reality. I was out of sleep paralysis at this point and I felt like I had wasted my opportunity to enter the void. I forced myself to stay still in bed and I got sleep paralysis again. I followed the same steps but this time I was calm so when I felt the world fading I did my best to ignore it until I felt sucked into the void. The transition was crazy. I was affirming then a second later I was sucked into the void. After all these years I finally reached the void. I'm telling you it's the most peaceful feeling in the world. I had a whole list written so I just said I have everything I wrote on my list then I woke up. Even though I imagined this moment a million times nothing could have prepared me for how it actually feels in real life. I can't explain the joy I felt when I saw the things I saved on Pinterest when I first found out about the void. Everything I've been wanting for years is finally mine. Even though it took me a while it was totally worth it. All the bitter tears I cried, all the times I gave up, and finally after almost 5 years I'm finally living the life I deserve.