He told me for the first time that he loved me

The story

I was manifesting my SP for almost 2 years now and things just never came to fruition. Long story short we went on ‘a break’ then I ended things and a LOTTTT happened that I won’t go into detail about in the very short time that we were apart. A week ago I started talking to him about how angry I was with him for some stuff that went down, and he out of the blue told me for the first time ever that he loved me, he was in love with me, he regretted everything, he wished that he had done things differently, he misses me and wished that I was there with him right now. I realized then that I had been holding this belief that he wasn’t going to realize and admit how he felt until he actually lost me and here we are 🙃 now working things out, talking regularly, having deeper more honest conversations about each other than ever. never even thought until now about how much that ‘he’s not gonna know what he’s got until it’s gone’ thought that I kept having was actually affecting my reality with him. now I’m just coasting and finally being totally open with him knowing that nothing I say or do is going to change that he feels that way about me 🥰 kinda kicking myself for taking so long to figure it out lol but huge thank you to Sammy for helping me understand along the way 💗