I manifested, I doubted, I manifested anyway

The story

In just two days, I managed to manifest two things that were keeping me up at night.

First, my situation regarding my SP has gotten quite complicated lately, though that’s a different story from what I want to share here. I was feeling desperate about it, and out of that desperation, I just wanted some small confirmation that things were moving, so I wanted my SP to text me.

I tried to live in the end, but I was really struggling with it, constantly checking my phone only to see he hadn’t texted. I started panicking even more, so I came here on Reddit looking for more information on how to manifest, searching for that missing piece of the puzzle that would help me.

Then I tried to calm down and get back into the state of the wish fulfilled.

And now comes the interesting part.

I tuned into that state, but then I completely forgot about it because I was rushing to play padel with friends, and during the game, it slipped my mind entirely.

When I got back to the locker room after the match and checked my phone (not to see if he had texted, but purely to check the time, whether he had reached out hadn't even crossed my mind)...and saw a text from him.

Despite the unfavorable circumstances in the 3D regarding him, which suggested he wouldn’t reach out, and despite my spiraling, I still managed to manifest a text from him. And not just that, a whole conversation where he kept trying to keep it going, keep chatting, and then even started complimenting me.

In general, I’ve noticed that the texts I manifest only ever appear when I completely forget about them and check my phone with zero intention of checking for a message. But whenever I manifest a text and open my phone out of curiosity to see if it’s there, it never is. And it makes sense. It shows that the law works.

Then something similar happened the very next day. This time, I was trying to find an internship for school. I had emailed several institutions, but no one replied for days. I started worrying about what I would do if I couldn't secure an internship in time.

The night before, I did SATS, visualizing receiving an email from an institution offering me an internship that also specifically focused on qualitative research. The next day, I had an email waiting for me from a prestigious institution I hadn't even dared to hope would reply, offering me a spot on a project focused directly on qualitative research.

So I was thrilled that this worked out, and I still am. The only thing taking away from that joy right now is that I haven't been able to get another text from my SP... I guess I can't truly let go, but hopefully it will click again soon.