my void experience 🪿

The story

This may sound incredibly silly, but I was once very skeptical of shifting realities. When I first found out about it years ago, the only times I ever got close was what I believe is called “mini shifting,” where I had a glance into another world and freaked out, transporting myself back into my own world. But I’ve been wanting to share a recent experience I’ve had with the void, which I’ve been developing lately (had to take a break off tumblr so I could field test for u guys hehe).

Anywho, yesterday I laid down for a nap and had a strange dream. I usually lucid dream all the time but this time I was only observing my dream like a movie. I was on my city’s train, and it sped off the tracks. As I felt myself falling towards death I suddenly gained control and said aloud “this is not my reality,” and in an instant everything around me crashed and I felt a whoosh and suddenly I was in this black room. All I knew was that I had no body, no feeling, only my mind.

This is when I realized this might be the void, and as scared as I was I affirmed that I had everything on my Pinterest vision board and that it was done.

Then I felt myself come to in my bed, very slowly, and I woke up! Then the day felt so strange, all of the problems that I was facing were suddenly gone (I.e. my moms car had been in the shop for weeks now, but she said that was all fixed, and when I thought I had no money, I found $4,000 in my savings account).

This is so incredibly trippy even writing this has me shaking 😭 if anyone here knows what this means or has more experience please leave a comment detailing what happened! I will update once again when I attempt to enter the void again. As always, blessed be 🪷